Verse: Welcome Welcome To the madness/ An extravaganza/ Filled by anxiety and panic/ Trauma, lack of therapy/ And sadness/ Don’t trust the happy songs/ And don’t destroy the romantics/ The cycle can end/ But you gotta believe magic/ What you think/ You become/ So control/ What you imagine/ It’s a war for subconscious/ So you gotta tap in/ You don’t even know/ You’re program to fear black skin/ But we gon get into it/ Just vibe to the music/ If you lookin for ignorance/ Well I can’t do it/ This is about love making/ And those that became muses/ Fuel the music/ and helped me become fluent/ I mean it’s the sweetest fluid/ Pending what she’s chewin/ Not to digress/ But it’s a language to speak/ Say the right words/ And new worlds you meet/ So welcome to Catatonia/ And what my mind thinks/

I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it Said my mind is always roaming My mind has always been on I'm always in my head Cause I always feel alone Npcs got dialogue But I'd rather write a song They say I need shrink But i rather be alone Cause I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it I'm always in my head Yeah i always feel alone After dealing with some trauma No one to text up on my phone I'm always on my own They say I need a shrink But what you think is normal Was never normal to me Cause I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it There's a world inside my brain And It's a space that's outta time If you leave me to think In 20 minutes Ill be fine You wanna pick my brain But I've never been a sheep They think it's autism Cause I hardly speak Cause I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it My brain is never empty My brain was always free If I took time to find mind Then I'd have inner peace You think that I'm sleepin You think that I'm stuck If you saw my inner world You'd quickly fall in love But in the blink of eye I aint even see his body fly My eyes shut tii dust settled As his soul began to rise Motorcycle in pieces Neighbors run out to see it Am I in shock How to process what I'm seeing I'm the eye witness Just saw his face in crimson May 1st 2022 An accidental collision Before my eyes was wreck I just watched a mans death On my car was blood and flesh I ain't seen a therapist yet Cause I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it I'm catatonic Catatonic Catatonic I'm so beyond it

Hook: Tell me, what would you do If you had this wonderful view. I said, what would you do If you had this wonderful view I said what would you do If you had this wonderful view I said what would you do If you had this wonderful view Verse 1: Cause I’m looking at you/ And you looking at me/ So many different choices/ Giving anxiety/ I feel my heart beat/ And I’m weak at the knees/ Butterflies in my stomach/ Everytime that we speak/ Yea I’m feeling your vibe/ And I’m loving your style/ I babble out my mouth/ When I see that you smile/ Yea I’m losing my cool/ And I’m feeling so hot/ Wake up in cold sweats/ Cause I’m dreaming a lot/ Let’s talk a walk in the dark/ Or a walk in the park/ You the girl to light my world/ And what my pen jot/ Got 21 questions/ With 42 answers/ Opposites attract/ Like nails to a hammers/ That aint making no sense/ But neither does love/ How you fall head over heels/ For someone you ain’t touch/ They say it’s at first sight/ Could be the day or the night/ I only see you/ When I reflect in your eyes/ Verse 2: I’m going out of mind/ Yeah I’m out with a dime/ You gotta leave me behind/ If It’s weird for finding you fine/ Yea I hate this modern day/ Where they calling me cray/ For thinking I found the one/ On our very first date/ I think these people are crazy/ It’s a bunch of speed dating/ They just broke up/ And already found a replacement/ I mean what is the point/ Why do they chase?/ Is it the goal just to be seen/ With someone in a fancy place/ But back to your mind/ And body like fine wine/ I been sitting on stuck/ Since I looked in your eyes/ Don’t mind me looking surprised/ Our looking out my mind/ You’re a breath of fresh air/ In my American eyes/ Cause they’ve beaten my brain/ Tried to put me in chains/ They see me as King Kong/ But want me inside they legs/ It’s never the heart/ And never the brain/ That’s why I see you/ But not my reflection/ Verse 3: Cause I’m looking at you/ And you staring at me/ We at this party of plenty/ But it’s intimately/ Intimacy/ Rather In to me I see/ I tell you what I see/ When you’re looking at me/ All things I can be/ Always filled with energy/ No inner bickering/ Just this enter inner peace/ You quiet my mind/ I’m giving you time/ We create memories/ That I play and rewind/ Yea I tell you my triggers/ you never shoot me down/ Even without a reason to stay/ You always hold me down/ But it’s all in mind/ Wishing I had more time/ Until then/ You be the reason i write/ And When I can fly/ I’ll be sure to take flight/ Until then/ Ill just have to say good night/ I ain’t good at goodbyes/ And I’m bad at saying hello/ I see you when I look in your eyes/ never what they reflect tho/

Verse: Let me break down The break down Of breaking it down/ I gotta break it down To build you up/ To take you down/ When we making out/ I’m taken out/ To space again/ Forsaking Homo-sapiens/ I’m better off with aliens/ Your face is adjacent/ that’s how the days spent/ Butt naked and elevated/ Let’s unplug from the matrix/ I catch headaches/ Unless it’s your natural bodies fragrance/ Don’t mask who you are/ You being you is my favorite/ I know when the smiles are fakin/ And when it’s fake shaking/ I need 1 in a million/ The math is really basic/ You plus me is 3/ The holy Trinity/ I need Mind, body, soul/ Until I plant a seed/ Well the physical/ Cause that was the mental/ I wonder if you hear/ Me call you mentally/ Stressing on first impressions/ Got me sick physically/ Quantum physics visits/ I’m tryna bring you here to me/ The energy from synergy/ Not a easy thought to see/ So when I split atom/ Watch shit get brittle when/ Down it break/ Say it backwards Mr. Mxyzptlk Do your research/ Tell me what you find/ After i break down the mind/ Your body will follow behind/

Verse: So it’s cut. Scene. The movie lights the beings/ Moving through darkness/ Changing how we breathe/ Locked in arms/ Connected in thought/ Creating a soul bond/ And strings to the heart/ Strings attached/ When you light up like a match/ The explosion on tv/ Seems to match perhaps/ As you roll on the remote/ We go from black to the New hues that attach/ Waves of the ocean/ Create a new emotion/ I don’t want words/ To ruin what we’ve awoken/ Or the contrast/ Between contact/ To Be halted by someone/ that hasnt been woken/ Waves settle reveal the sunset/ And saturate You with yellow on your flesh/ Like I’m watching your aura change/ With no knowledge of what channel comes next/ Is this pure coincidence/ Or we universal instruments/ Cause the commercial went tie-dye/ And our foreheads and eyes locked directly upon intimate/ A fusion of colors/ As I paint with strokes/ I give and you receive/ My love, lust, and hope/ Highlighted by white light/ full body in sight/ This wasn’t seen by the sight of a horoscope/ But here we are/ As the screen turns to stars/ Intertwined as two bodies of ours/ Feeling like we’re floating on mars/ Or 2 fireflies thatve been trapped ajar/ And there was never a sound/ But I heard every thought/ You were the only movie I ever watched and/ I understood without having to talk/

Hook: All that we got Is this love that we got All that we got Is this love that we fight for yea Verse: Yes I’m fighting/ passionate for passion/ Passing time/ You be all that I imagine/ Hunger pains/ Eat my words when I rapping/ If the spells work/ Tell me you feel the magic/ Hickory dickery dock/ From the bottom of my heart/ In the shores of my mind/ You’re bottled with every thought/ Cross my heart/ Hope to die/ Just a Gemini/ Twins rage inside/ With the fire you light/ It’s insight and I receive enlight/ Meant what I said/ In every letter/ Or the text so detailed they create texture/ It’s mental pleasure/ What could be better/ Then meeting your eyes/ Slightly Above a turtleneck sweater/ Snowy weather/ So we come close together/ but I hold your body/ And I feel a bit better/ But no half measures/ I pour my soul out/ Into a glass/ Let it class with ice/ Im a bit harsh to start/ But I promise later I’m nice/ Like me explain this shit, alright/ Let’s go/ It’s self defense/ So intense/ When I vent/ Call it mental baggage/ On a trip/ Had to dip/ For a bit/ Escape madness/ Of the planet/ That I live/ It was cloudy without you/ But the sun now shines right through/ Which of us was joking/ When we spoke about the sun being inside of you/ So let’s fight for this love Let’s fight for this love Let’s fight for Let’s fight for Let’s fight for this love Let’s fight for Let’s fight for Let’s fight for this love Let’s fight for Let’s fight for Let’s fight for this love Let’s Bridge: Yes I fight for your love Yes I fight for your love Yes I fight for your love Cause you the one that I love You the one that I want You the one that I trust You were the one in my mind in my state of catatonia

Verse 1: Piece of particles/ That were a part of you/ The harder thing to do/ Is when I have to part from you/ Cause when you’re all in view/ And im getting close to you/ We become one/ Well at least while I’m inside of you/ Infect my system/ Inspectors say I’m simpin/ Love drunk by the gallon/ Off the lust that I’m sippin/ Beautiful concoction/ That feels like a drug/ What if I told you I was fein/ The drug of choice was your love/ Neither of us gets/ Lost in insecurities/ Not knowing the other/ Find perfection in impurities/ Like your graceful with out your make up/ With it on, you seem made up/ Subtle changes in energy/ I know when your happiness is made up/ Empathic/ I guess it/ Now I’m hoping I could correct it/ We go eye to eye/ But I feel you inside my solar plexus/ Every crevice unpleasant/ And even in pleasure/ A blessing/ Pardon if I drift off from here or what we know as the present/ I said I’d never relapse/ Hate when my heart c-lapse/ Care so much/ Seems that I can’t relax/ Had me in a flying saucer/ Then riding with 4 flats/ Memory of how you touched me/ No wondering did I imagine that/ Thinking too much about the past/ But that’s the fuel to these raps/ So either be high off life/ Or the ghost of the past/ I’d rather be alone/ But I’m addicted to contact/ So if I fall victim to flesh/ I hope you answer when I call back/ Verse 2: It’s the fall of men/ Look at where I’ve fallen then/ Fell in love, got hurt/ Said I never love again/ But then I’d learn the sin/ Cause I wanted skin/ I just needed a vessel/ While you were the one that I was picturing/ I hope you didn’t get that message/ I regret hitting send/ Not for what I said/ But cause you don’t get the context it’s in/ You have your perception/ And all of my words are weapons/ Lust takes over/ And I forget all of my lessons/ Every frame becomes a trance/ Ironic that’s it’s a hour glass/ Time don’t move/ Til it moves too damn fast/ Like a damns collapse/ Starts with the smallest crack/ She’s fixated on the moment/ And I’m fixated on the grasp/ A gasp becomes a trap/ Fueled by the fragrance she has/ If I look in her eyes/ We both peel beneath the mask/ Fighting temptation/ Oddly they say it’ll come to pass/ Pending how you spell it/ You’re bound by the meaning it has/ So what’s it mean to you/ If I succumb to the succubus who/ Is narcissistic/ And just needs to prove a point/ That she could have whatever she wants/ While I’m at a low point/ Who can take me outer space/ Cause her touch is a laced joint/ Not caring that I just need a place point/ Point is/ It could be you, or whoever I screw/ But the game is so cruel/ If you only knew/ A man is cherished for what he gives/ it’s never enough to love you/

Hook: I'm just charged by electric touch I feel it in my soul by that touch is just too much I feel it in my soul every time I'm in yo guts I feel it in my soul every time I get a rush I feel it in my soul every time that we touch I'm tryna fall I'm tryna fall again Not tryna fall from the sky Or fall between your thighs If I fall to fast That fall is my demise don't need a fantasy It'll make a manic me Be'd happy to be Waking up to emotional security Cause Im tryna fall I'm tryna fall in love again I'm tryna fall I'm tryna fall in love again I'm just tryna get involved Wanna trust going raw Wanna trust that it's love not my brain getting lost I'm tryna find a vibe Survive lust in your eyes Cause I'm blind to red flags When love has me blind Bridge: I need a touch That can't be soothed by a masseuse A perfect pair But that's imperfect at the root Electrical Like they make black people If you caught that reference You're the type I seek to Build a bond Meet my mom's Fuss over the tv channel I've been in outer space so long I might look right past you Holla greetings from earth It'll bring me back down Rare I find a reason to fall Unless I trip on the ground Outro: Just fall in love Try not to lose my mind again Tryna fall in love Get me out my mind again Tryna fall in love But healthy and benefits Tryna fall in love Out last 3 month of it // But if we break up It'll be a classic album

Verse 1: Brain wash Brain wash Brain wash Brain wash Brain wash Brain wash Brain wash Brain wash Look around at souls They live in fuckin chaos Pen mightier than sword I swing like Conan kratos Think at how the made us/ It's a fuckin matrix/ They can program hits/ Just being on a playlist/ you ain't never heard the song/ But it's already favored/ Yeah they know ya sheep/ Don't curate what you eat/ If crowd eating death/ You wouldn't stop to think/ Desensitize bullet to flesh/ And pop a Percocet/ Pop a bottle with models/ So you not a nervous wreck/ It's so so indirect/ Could be on your tv set/ You need to ice your neck/ Cause it's trauma in ya head/ Your friend was lying dead/ You're seeing pints of red/ You're in tune with blues/ Whole Culture being misled/ They think our self destruction/ Is their entertainment/ So mix wisdom with lead/ Only ink is permanent/ For he who make rules/ He just needs your brain/ If he has your brain/ Your mind is in chain/ We never stopped being slaves/ They just said we free/ If you weren't told the rules/ Is this who you'd be?/ YAH Verse 2: What's your mind to think of/ Can you trust a shrink to/ Tell you what's normal/ But got it out a book club/ Get inside ya head/ Make you think out loud/ I mean doing it right now/ But I soothe it with sound/ To speak is to say a spell/ a vibe is like reading braile/ if you 3rd eye blind/ Your 2 eyes will fail/ Extra sensory/ Censoring/ The sorcerery/ Is mimicry/ Teach us bigotry/ Idiocy/ Make us tap dance/ Show the teeth/ Go back home/ You don't belong/ Then you see/ You got no where to be/ But you feel the joke/ And smell the drink/ The pureé ain't pure/ Nor the water b/ It's all been fake/ Since Similac/ In fact/ You'll be outcast/ If you don't drink the cow/ And eat when they serve the bleeding beef/ Can't sleep watching Get Out/ Telling us how to the think now/ Black director, White studio/ Propaganda and camomile/ Fuck is a sunken place/ When cooning makes front page/ I'd rather be catatonic/ Than the one entertaining slave/ For he who makes the rules/ He is the hand that feeds/ if you don't follow rule/ Your hand don't eat/ So you slumber to avoid hunger/ Better than dwelling on it/ Who ever thought/ Critical thinking was the missing component/ Chopsticks

1st Verse: Now I’m the type/ The type to live in fantasies/ Fantasies balancing/ the women im imagining/ Releasing dapamine/ I mean Dopamine/ Make a hopeless fein/ So to the raps I am focusing/ Hyper focus/ And potent/ reverse osmosis/ Flow filtered/ Like a hoe in photos/ I ride solo/ with two/ Two blondes in back/ Wanting monkey in the middle/ So I’m mojo jojo/ Uh-oh/ Oh no/ My Ancestors roll in they grave/ Although they passed the genes/ That make me a sex slave/ And if I don’t fuck/ Both sides call me gay/ So I balance the force/ As a Jedi would say/ Damn if I do/ Damned if I don’t/ You couldn’t fill my shoes/ Cause you ain’t they one they want/ Walk in a room and hear silence/ Can’t see but feel the eyelids/ Women do everything but approach/ pissed that I’m catatonic/ 2nd Verse: I catch malice from Alice/ wants me back at her palace/ While I manage through traffic/ She wants me on her mattress/ plays roles for resources/ But will be my porn actress/ I ain’t gotta pay/ But She wants play and practice/ I want something a lil subtle/ It was lust when met/ Little spoon, big spoon/ I just wanna cuddle, yet/ I gotta be the alpha/ Or whatever she stereotypes/ Thinks we all fuck day/ Cause blacks are hypersexualized/ Weird cause the porn types/ Are majority white right?/ they get to be innocent/ And I gotta be successful to be her type/ It’s like the architect did a typewrite/ And said you aren’t human til you find the limelight/ So it’s either you sold your soul/ Or you cooning alright/ The shits a dirty game/ But who can I blame/ We programmed by traditions/ That were made before our days/ Makes me wanna vomit/ Cause the shit so illogic/ She turned on by the mystery/ Of me being catatonic/ Bridge: Yea/ She askin me to come over/ Nah/ I told I like to roll solo/ Yea/ Hurt her ego/ Screen shot photo/ Truth/ Always make sure she ain’t loco/ 3rd Verse: I’m a cold as the freeze/ Catatonic without trees/ The body is a vessel/ The soul she depletes/ Work the bone grizzle/ Til it fizzle on a griddle/ No strings attached/ To exist is an issue/ I got 99 problems/ And a bitch ain’t one/ But the 99 problems/ Would settle for one/ Be my remedy in energy/ Mix the chemistry/ Told you I’m hopeless fein/ For dopamine clinically/ Yosemite Sam/ Di-di-di diggity damn/ My dignity is cynically/ A mystery ma’am/ My rhymes fat/ Like ya pants stuffed with them yams/ Corniest shit I ever wrote/ So I’m coolin it down/

Lyrics: I got a thousand rhymes/ For a thousand lines/ Weaved in Egyptian Cotton/ That embed the mind/ These loose leafs/ Became rap sheets/ Walked past a rabbi/ Said be at peace/ Tryna be a Jedi/ Out on dagoboth/ The enemy is within/ Naruto at the waterfall/ So let’s leave autumn in awe/ Make all them applaud/ I’ve lost friends behind the words/ Levels to why I don’t talk/ I’m your worst best friend/ Make decisions from intuition/ better decisions/ acquaintances look at you different/ Starts with jabs and jokes/ As a mask of how they’re feeling/ Slowly move 6 feet away/ Before the social distance/ Now now/ Good vibes is what you validate/ I know/ Perception is how we start to gravitate/ No no/ Don’t compare what you see when you meditate/ Seems like/ I’ll have to break down and demonstrate/ Good and evil/ Is based on who benefits/ a woman with onlyfans/ Is all for your membership/ A woman only for you/ Doesn’t want you viewing it/ Pussy ain’t got no face/ But having a heart.. well, ruins it/ Love is love/ Til that love looks beyond/ Unless y’all talked about polygons/ a hex on whose in the pentagon/ Penthouse Love triangles/ Then Turn into hexagons/ So I gotta ask/ What happened to the good vibes we started on?/ Separated by 6 degrees/ No genius at geometry/ rapping squares around circles/ So pick the angle that you’re mad at me/ I made the decision/ To be at a better position/ Cause trying to fit in/ Had me tired of living/ So if you saw me as a pawn or a king/ That’s morphing into the other thing/ Is nothing more…. think of your vision/ Apply the imagination/ Imagine a image with no limits/ And there….. I’ll be waiting/ Maybe it’s limbo/ Maybe it’s being patient/ Maybe it’s purgatory/ Maybe I’m a patient/ I think you got the picture/ If I did my job with rhyme making/ So I’ll give you mind back/ As the beats fading/